The summer is over and now it's time to start back into the masters program. Over the course of the summer, we discovered that the federal government np longer offers aid to Barclay. We began classes, and I still do not have a way planned to pay for my schooling. I tried to apply for a student loan through chase bank, but was denied.
Other parts of my summer that have not been awesome are all a result of my misbehaving. God needs to be first in my life and he is not. I feel disconnected from the Spirit of God and the terrifies me. Here I am supposed to be the spiritual leader of our home and I am lost in the wilderness trying to keep up the facade.
But, here I am, journaling for school praying that God will bring me back too him. Praying to once again understand his love. Praying to be the man of God he has called me go be. Praying that I will once again be obedient.
