Weird F2F

This is the last F2F we will have and it has been a little weird. Normally their is a lot of time spent together at night. However, this year the evenings seem to be quiet. People are choosing to relax in their rooms or find quiet places to be alone to work or pray. This is not inherently bad, but different from times past.

It is hard to be away from Iowa right now because it did feel like we were gaining some ground. Now we are back in CO and I am afraid we will get out of sync again. Ezra has been sick all week, and my wife is frustrated. She is not enjoying this visit at the moment because she cannot do what she wants to do: hang with her family.

Lord please help Ezra to get better soon. Bless our time at home. Amen.

Gaining Ground

I cannot believe that we have been in Iowa for almost 6 months. Looking back at the last half year, time has flown by. It has taken a while, but I finally feel like we are starting to gain some ground and lay some foundational work.

I am working with the leadership of the church to restructure ourselves in such a way that we can be more effective in ministry. I have composed a leadership structure document that will be presented at the next business meeting. Lord I pray that they can catch the vision.

Ministry with individuals seems to finally be taking some root as well. We had an incredible break through with a couple Cairistiona and I have been meeting with. Also others are beginner to show signs of growth.

Friendships are becoming more natural as well. I am meeting regularly with other pastors in the area and this is a huge answer to prayer and a blessing.

I am thankful for all of this because I know it the God who does it and not me. Thank you Lord!!!

To Believe is more than a thought

“Trusting Christ does not take the form of merely believing certain things about him. Moreover, knowing the “right answers” does not mean we truly believe them. To believe them means that we are set to act as if these “right answers” are true. Perhaps the hardest thing for sincere Christians to come to grips with is the level of real unbelief in their own lives: the unformulated skepticism about Jesus that permeates all dimensions of their being and undermines the efforts they do make toward Christlikeness.”

Excerpt From:
Willard, Dallas. “Renovation of the Heart in Daily Practice.” NavPress. iBooks.
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God can be funny sometimes. I was just thinking about this yesterday, and then read about it during my evening devotions. I grew up in the church and therefore, know a lot of "Christian stuff." I even preach and teach about it all the time. The trouble is, sometimes I wonder if I really believe it. 

Do not get me wrong, I am not turning my back on the Lord or anything to that degree, but I tell people to let go of everything and run to Christ. Then I come home to all my safety and comforts. I cling to the things that are not necessarily bad, but are still worldly.  If I truly believe that Christ was all I need, wouldn't I be more willing to give these pathetic comfort and pleasures up?

I do believe Lord. May my actions show it. May my life show it. May my integrity show it.

I Will Boast...

The Lord really called out the word "boast" to me yesterday. It is funny because he brought that same work up to Cairistiona. To boast is to talk with excessive pride and self-satisfaction about one's achievements, possessions, or abilities. There is a lot I could boast about, but I am certain it is not beneficial. Lord, what all are you trying to tell us here?

I can take pride in a lot of things. I can like my clothes, my house, my material possessions, my family, my friends, even my ministry. But Scripture tells me to boast in nothing outside of Christ. The truth is everything I have and do is because He gave it to me. So why on earth would I boast about anything else? 

Lord help me to boast only in you. My my sense of self worth, dignity, and value be placed in boasting in you and not my stuff. This is something I know but needs to penetrate my heart. Holy Spirit I pray that you will root this in my heart that I would live up to boasting only in the name of Jesus.