In Desperate Need

It does not matter what phase if life you are in, your need for Jesus never ceases. As a sinner you need Jesus. As an early believer, you need Jesus. As a mature follower, you need Jesus. In death, you need Jesus. And now, as I lay here in my bed, I realize my need for Jesus. 

Sometimes I feel unfit for the call of pastoral ministry. Who am I? I am no one. However, here I am. Called to do what The Lord asks me to. And so I realize once again, I need Jesus. I am lost without him. 

Honestly, sometimes I feel lost with him. Not because He is misguiding or anything. But, I get easily distracted by all of that, that does not matter. Bummer. What a waste. Lord, please do fife up in me or take your Spirit from me. 

I need Jesus. That will never end. It is as true today as it was yesterday as it will be tomorrow. Thank you Lord for fifilling this incredible need.