Letter to God

Dear God,

The life I want most for myself is actually hard to describe. Mainly because I do not have many expectations. I used to have goals, but I don't have any now. When I think where do I want to be in a few year, nothing amazing comes to mind.

I guess the more I think about it, I do desire to be a godly father and husband. I desire to have a heart that is full of love for God and for people. I desire to care about others more than myself. I want to be an obedient, faithful, servant of the King.

I do try to live this life, but lately I have felt more selfish than I have in the past. I like my house. I like my leisure. And yet I know that these things do not matter. I desire for my heart to be full of joy regardless of my circumstances.

At the end of the day, at the core of who I want to be, I desire to be a reflection of Jesus Christ. I desire for people to no longer see me, but instead see Christ in how I live.